Ku Kerjakan Visi-Mu

Bawaku berjalan bersama-Mu

Tuhanlah yang jadi kekuatanku

Dan taruh roh-Mu dalam hatiku

Agar kukenal kehendak-Mu

Ini aku ingatlah Tuhan

Kuberikan hidupku bagi-Mu

Berapapun harga yang 'kan kubayar

Ku kerjakan visi-Mu

this is one powerful song with strong lyric, at least for me personally!

well, i'm still searching for this song, one complete song because for now i only have one incomplete one which tergantung di akhir lagu itu.

ini adalah sebuah lagu kesaksian oleh seorang saudari pada tahun 2000...

"Bulan julai tahun 2000, saya mengalami masa-masa yang sulit, ketika itu saya tahu Allah memanggil saya untuk mengerjakan visi Allah. tapi waktu itu, saya harus meninggalkan semua impian saya, semua harapan saya untuk saya masuk, untuk saya melangkah mengerjakan visi Allah... di tengah petang-petang saya, di tengah kebimbangan saya, saya mulai masuk menyembah Tuhan, saya mulai memuji Tuhan, saat itu Allah memberikan saya lagu ini, lewat lagu ini Tuhan katakan bahawa Tuhan yang berikan saya kekuatan, Tuhan yang berikan kita kekuatan untuk kita mengerjakan visi Allah, dan saya tahu ketika Allah menaruh Roh-Nya dalam hati saya, saat itu juga saya mengenal kehendak-Nya..."

"Mari saudara bersama-sama, kita berdiri di hadapan Allah, responi panggilan Allah dalam hidup kita. Allah memanggil setiap kita untuk melakukan kehendak-Nya, berjalan dalam visi Allah... hari ini sudah 2 tahun saya lalui bersama-sama dengan Tuhan, saya lihat kasih setia Tuhan, penyertaan Tuhan nyata dalam hidup saya. Allah allah yang setia, Dia allah yang tidak pernah berhutang, ketika kita mengerjakan visi Allah, Allah mencurahkan berkat-Nya buat kita. ketika kita masuk dalam rancangan Allah, Tuhan memberikan segala yang kita perlukan. hari ini saya melihat visi Allah terjadi dalam hidup saya! saya ingin setiap jemaat Tuhan mulai masuk dalam visi Allah, tinggal di dalamnya, dan melakukannya dalam hidup kita. haleluya."

another created... 曲烽 / Qv Feng!

first of all, thanks Soo How for scanning the sketch!

introducing 曲烽 (Qv Feng)... tetiba saja dia jadi bangsa Cina kan... (-.-)''' ... well, ini adalah sketching yang saya agak puas hati, walaupun ianya tidak berapa perfect!

after scanned into computer, i editted the picture using 'Paint' to add colours and 'Microsoft Office Picture Manager' to darken the picture. so, tak berapa cantik kaler dia...
the first thing i did was the eyes because i wanted the eyes to be alive, captivating, deep...

then, i went on to add in some colours to other areas. and here is one of the results.
remember Fazril which i posted before? itu discan dengan bantuan Mr. Au Yong, dengan beberapa lagi gambar yang discan masa kami masih kolej Dato' Onn dulu.

jadi, ini dia...
hmm... sudah ada hero dan heroin... Malay + Cina?? jadi apakah kisah mereka?

contoh kesampatan

adris"le@Njau" says (11:15 AM):

apa macam?

simon says (11:17 AM):

macam kucing di singapore

adris"le@Njau" says (11:25 AM):

oh... ada gambar?

adris"le@Njau" says (11:25 AM):

mau tengok

adris"le@Njau" says (11:25 AM):

perbezaan kucing msia dan sgpore

simon says (11:26 AM):

hahaha

simon says (11:26 AM):

telinga macam doraemon

adris"le@Njau" says (11:28 AM):

hidung macam babi

adris"le@Njau" says (11:41 AM):

how's work?

simon says (11:42 AM):

hhaha

simon says (11:42 AM):

yeah

simon says (11:42 AM):

w u noe?

simon says (11:43 AM):

teruk

simon says (11:43 AM):

macam babi

simon says (11:43 AM):

e

simon says (11:43 AM):

hehe

adris"le@Njau" says (11:44 AM):

ya ka... aduh...

simon says (11:44 AM):

yeah

adris"le@Njau" says (11:45 AM):

ok... kerja macam babi... den macam mana dengan orang nya?

adris"le@Njau" says (11:45 AM):

'the pig slayer' ka?

simon says (11:48 AM):

slay sama saya

adris"le@Njau" says (11:49 AM):

kena slay kerja ka?

adris"le@Njau" says (11:49 AM):

aduh... apa nak jadi nih?

adris"le@Njau" says (11:50 AM):

patut la api hampir padam...

adris"le@Njau" says (11:51 AM):

nak buat babi panggang pun tak boleh

simon says (11:51 AM):

makan fresh lo

simon says (11:52 AM):

tak perlu api untuk panggang 1 ma

adris"le@Njau" says (11:52 AM):

ye... tak sedap lo

adris"le@Njau" says (11:52 AM):

tak ada nikmat lo

simon says (11:53 AM):

"yo malaysian wei dou gou liao"

adris"le@Njau" says (11:53 AM):

tanpa api dalam slayer... macam mana nak nikmat slay the babis le?

simon says (11:53 AM):

tak perlu babi tase

simon says (11:53 AM):

taste

adris"le@Njau" says (11:54 AM):

apu!

adris"le@Njau" says (11:54 AM):

JE, nipah, macam macam ada...

adris"le@Njau" says (11:54 AM):

perlu ada api... untuk SANCTIFY all babis!

simon says (11:57 AM):

eleh... JE got cure d

simon says (11:57 AM):

dun care la

simon says (11:57 AM):

ada masalah baru api la

adris"le@Njau" says (11:59 AM):

Jantung Expired tarak cure

simon says (12:03 PM):

then got eternal fire d

simon says (12:03 PM):

tak perlu api skrang

simon says (12:03 PM):

ahahahaha

adris"le@Njau" says (12:05 PM):

kan kata hampir padam... aiyo... kuatkan lah...

adris"le@Njau" says (12:05 PM):

eternal fire pun perlu ada eternal fuel ma

simon says (12:06 PM):

hahaha

simon says (12:07 PM):

petrol mahal

simon says (12:07 PM):

perlu sacrifice alot

adris"le@Njau" says (12:08 PM):

amma...

adris"le@Njau" says (12:09 PM):

yien de boring ge??

The Eagle

made this for my sister's school magazine club's t-shirt

tak boleh sms...?

haih... dah satu minggu lebih tak dapat sms. so after one whole week, i went to Kajang Celcom centre, wanting to upgrade the SIM card, following the recommendation by the service operator, saying that my original SIM card minght be too old that i needed to change it, just give it a try and then see whether can send sms afterwards.

so after persekutuan doa this morning, i went to the Celcom centre. after a long walk from Metro Kajang, i reached the place acting like a fool, looking around with a face asking for help... ok, then i met the Celcom lady and she tried my SIM card... guess what, sms sent! meaning my phone got problem? after a while trying this and that, she suggested me to upgrade the SIM card and i agreed. after i got the upgraded SIM card, right, STILL CANNOT SEND ANY SMS!!!!!!!!!

started to think 'gosh, dont tell me that this sony ericsson pulak yang rosak!!! no!!!'

as the last advice, she asked me to go to check my phone at kedai telepon, and so i went to Metro Kajang, not knowing where to look for sony ericsson punya kedai, so i walked around...

it seemed that there is no kedai sony ericsson around the Metro Kajang, so i went the 1st floor punya kedai telepon and he checked my phone, saying nothing is wrong with my phone but asked me to check the phone number for Celcom sms centre aka go to Celcom booth or whatever Celcom place there is... (-.-)'''

so he kinda gave up, saying 'you better check this number whether it is the number for Celcom sms centre, bcos i checked ur phone, thr is nothing wrong with the setting and stuff...'

'gosh... help... how? what to do??!'

right after that i went to a corner and started to play around with the sms centre number. i deleted the number and re-enter the same number via copy-paste, and 'damn, it's this simple!'.

finally, i can sms!

oh ya, before i went ot the kedai telepon, i decided to buy a new SIM card and try it on my phone. yea, crap, same thing happened, 'sms sent failed' kept popping out on my phone.

so now, i have 2 Celcom numbers! arrgh, so dumb! but thankGod, now we can interchange the telco provider!... so which one to choose? Digi perhaps...

nah, my latest photo... erm, not really

since ada orang yang minta-minta mau lihat gambar saya... jadi inilah dia! ambik!


this is taken by Mr. Chong Hoc Mun! after Malam Muzikal Krismas 2009 at Dewan Sri Kayangan, Kelab Rekreasi UKM.

ok, sudah puas tengok gambar saya?? heheheh

giving praise?? minta pujian??

last night, Philo buat makan-makan gathering... kinda messy, a lot of people! ~32 of us in the house! stuffy, warm... full!

from 3.30pm, started to clean up the living room and kitchen, plus the foyer, cook the chicken soup for steamboat... thank God, everything ready and tidy (to my standard la, at least lebih luas ;)

walked in and out in the midst of the feast... right after they left, kemas barang, mop lantai+meja... fuuh, selesai, bersih, it's amazing that all done within 1 or 2 hour! by 12am, dah siap! good workout!

kalau biasa, memang malas mau buat! kalau bukan kekuatan Tuhan, saya takkan dapat lakukannya, dengan peluh sekali! Thank You, Lord...

...

ok, Yvonne asked me bout her potato salad, whether it's nice or not. well, usually for me, as long as it's edible, it's all ok unless the food really bad! whenever people ask me this kind of questions, i honestly don't know how to answer them, in pproper way and of course with sincerity.

then, a thought came in: "...i don't know how say it, how it tastes in my mouth, whether it makes me feel good, but since you have put your effort and love in preparing it, for that i'm going to give you praise..."

it is not the things we do to please God, things physically we think God is pleased with, seeing and 'tasting' these things we do... but He sees pass through all these which we human always see and aware of, into the source of our doings, our heart in doing them.

it's the passion which drives us to please God, from the inside out not actions which are more outwardly, right? hmm...

what is your passion of life?

Valentine's Day???

Happy Valentine's Day to You, Jesus! ;p hehe

Selamat kembali!

it's been a long time since the christmas post last year!

just came back here in Kajang 4 days ago, from nearly 4 weeks holiday in Sarawak. it was a good time, yet it was quite disappointing (for me personally) also. just because i couldn't give much more to others than what i have done. And of course, some plans or thoughts for that holiday which 'tak jadi'!

hmm, guess, tak cukup PASSION in bringing the difference...

anyway, what i gained is a few inches of my 'perut buncit' until seluar pun tak leh muat dah! macam sesak nafas saja...

and things i observed from my friends (ex-schoolmates): they really sampat about boy-girl relationship! which i find so 'muak' that i wanted to run from them. not because that i'm still single but, don't you all have anything else you wanted to know about your friends other than this matter??

THE HIGHEST GOAL IN A HUMAN LIFE IS NOT GETTING MARRIED AND HAVE A FAMILY, OR RATHER HAVING A BUAYA FRIEND / GORILLA FRIEND!

It's a relationship with God!

..."Relationship is what Life is all about"... and the ultimate one is a close relationship with God, with Jesus Christ!

i felt like something being drained away by being in that situation. one of my purposes to go back Sibu is to meet my friends and get in touch with some of them who i wanted to hear more from them, about their life spiritually and physically...

these recent years, i heard some of my friends took up the challenge and accepted Christ Jesus, and my heart 'jumped' in gladness that i wanted to cry already.

Praise God, i managed to know a little bit of some of them, and there are a lot actually i wanted to follow-up with. i got to get some insights from what one of my friends spoke of, insights about her life and herself...

then, i got to know about my cousin's problem in her marriage. yes, things like this are quite common nowadays, still these are what we are suppose to concern about rather than being self-centred all thae way till the very last breath on earth!

a lot more actually happened within my family, and i honestly don't like it because i don't know how to 'fix' it, what to do with them... but, yeah, BUT thanks to Him, the faithful and genius God He is, i have the chance to see and experience bits of what the whole world, everyone and every family is experiencing now, and more to come.

oh, there are so so much! take joy in learning from all these in Him!

God Father, thank You for Your mercy and grace, that we are where we are right now! help us to always remember Your sovereignty over every pieces of our life, and to surrender this life You have given us, to be our responsibility to give the best and be the blessing for many. In Jesus' name, amen!

Mengenal-Mu (GMB-Giving My Best)

Bila ku buka mataku dan lihat wajah-Mu
ku terkagum
Bila kulihat hidupku dan karya tangan-Mu
ku tersanjung

Kar'na semua yang baik dalam hidupku, itulah karya-Mu
Kau b'ri kesempatan yang baru

Dan ku ingin mengenal-Mu Tuhan
Lebih dalam dari semua yang ku kenal
Tiada kasih yang melebihi-Mu
Ku ada untuk menjadi penyembah-Mu



lagu yang sungguh memberkati! sungguh!
biarlah menjadi doa semua orang untuk mengenal Tuhan, lebih dalam dan lebih dalam lagi!
itulah harta yang paling paling paling indah dan puas bagi setiap manusia!
oh, sangat indah sekali!