an update...

at this moment, i am sitting in the International Christian Mission office, located at Jalan Medan Pasar, near the Petaling Street and Central Market a.k.a. Pasar Seni...

not really working, yet... it's the 2 week trial till the end of this month.

so... what am i doing here, as you might think? becoming a missionary? nope, not really but just working in a office, (duh...)... in charge of newsletter and praise and prayer letter and stuffs... so consider it a ministry? that's what they said... but for me, hmm... i work dulu lah...

oh, such a dilemma! work or continue... or doing other things (even so, what can i do if not cari duit makan sara diri dan bantu keluarga? bongok betul la soalan nih... ish ish ish... well...)

yea, i do have the tendency to give up, withdraw from doing all the things which are being laid in front of me and stay in a room! wao! jadi freaky zombie! (oh ya, all are welcomed to play the Plants vs Zombies by Popcap!)

ok, if God wills, then i might already have a place here, in this ICM, though i always have the fear of not being able to keep up with the demands of the work and the expectations from the boss.

oh, by the end of this month, we, fellows of Bethel are going to have internet connection! it's streamyx... not p1wimax... apa-apa saja la...

and i might move out from kajang to somewhere near KL! if that's His will! oh, rasa tak sanggup tinggalkan! i wanted to keep up with them in persons, those i wanted to always share and grow together, and witness their life, tak sanggup mahu lepaskan mereka!

and perhaps pecel lele! those who don't know, just drop by Shakers (a mamak restaurant) at hentian kajang. pecel will only be available from 1pm till 10pm daily except friday or otherwise they cuti-cuti sendiri...

i will need to learn to do video clips, webpages, more effective ways in doing newsletter and designing and perhaps adobe photoshop too! wahai otak ku yang dah karat, masanya untuk kau digilap dan di'overload'kan...

after a long holiday...

super duper lazyioussss...

so i came to this Merdeka Centre in Bangi, in the Bangi Warta Bintang area, and filled up a form and got interviewed informally, and that's it. i am now an interviewer, well, part-timely.

and so, working there was so so terrible! first because of the 'waking up early and work till 6 or 7pm' routine... plus calling to get respondents to do the questionaires... wargh... work my mouth out more than i usually do is not me wei...

honestly, the thought of quiting was quickly to surface and pushing and waiting to explode in my head!... yea... i wanna run and hide...

after a while, it is kinda fun actually. because some of the respondents are quite vocal in expressing their opinions about the current issues, some of them (elderly) are cute in keep telling 'i don't know about this and that... bla bla bla...' then laugh...

some of the interviewers seriously are funny in the way they persuading people to accept the interviews, holding them to finish till the last question...

well... this tele-interviewer thingy... i guess i am going to do it for about 3 months or until i got another job.

... WORK ... whatever, just do to gain different experiences and be aware that God is truly wanting to shape and prepare us through these experiences. i need to hold on to the knowledge that You, Jesus is always working with me, if not, it will all seems meaningless, truly meaningless till can be suicidal!

ok, about the internet connection... thinking of taking P1WiMax but for now, the 'line' or whatever, is still not stable in hentian kajang area, so thinking of just taking the stremyx since the cable guy came one day, but unfortunately nobody at home! so he left...

the decision? don't know... ok la, that's all la, for this post!

thank you 'beli mach' whatever... -.-'''

i don't understand... what did they mean...

well, we went to telekom, applying to install streamyx at Bethel (our place in hentian). after one month, still tarak orang datang install, apa nih!?

when we called to ask about it, they said, 'no enough cable... bla bla bla... hentian kajang punya kabel streamyx sudah penuh... bla bla bla...'

HUH??! apa maksud?

aiyo...

prat time as telesurveyer (?) will start on monday... just do while waiting for other opportunities, whatever...

as for convo photos and videos, hmm, belum ada banyak masa untuk upload. there are still a lot more photos out there which i haven't collect from... so, mr. Au Yong, tunggu la...

the aftermath!

of ukm convo-37...

well...

at last the chapter in ukm has finally come to an end, after 5 YEARS of being stranded there...

yup, captured a lot of photos and videos... will upload some soon... still waiting for the streamyx to be installed at Bethel.

thanks everyone for making my days in ukm, from first day first year, till the final day of my 5th YEAR. grad like a 'medic student'! ;p

many struggles ahead, dat is for sure. and of course, there must be more than this!

yey... AT LAST...

ok... convocation on 18th august, UKM, sidang petang... 5pm habis...

trimas...

then, i blog...

only when it's connected...

gosh... life without internet connection is so much... errm... boring?? but yet it's a good thing! you know, get to read the books i left behind with the last page i was reading bookmarked...

now, i'm reading the biography of kathryn kuhlman, "daughter of destiny"... it's interesting! i'm half way through already...

... and i wanted to study more bout... the word of God...

...

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which i've left for like 2 or 3 months already!

oh ya, bout the house name... hmm... charis suggested me 'Bethel', i had that in my thought too, then 'Pniel' came... as well as 'Selah'... so one of these 3 names...

Bethel = house of God

Pniel = meet God face to face

Selah = a pause, rest (probably to be still in the presence of God)

and everyone came back to the house already. guess it's time to have some discussions bout the things needed (periuk nasi, PISAU, etc) and some cleaning ups too ;)

and of course, waiting for philo gotong-royong day too, just leanding a hand to help out and ... perhaps take those unwanted things to my house, wakakakkaka... sounds like what... -.-'''

will apply for streamyx (or something else) within this month, depend on my fellow house mates ;)

new place... new life?? ('_')~

finally, moved into the new apartment... on friday evening (12june2009)

hmm... it's empty... nearly la, and dusty! with some boxes and stuffs left by previous residents... so, had to work it out! wanted to throw everything out from the apartment, but in the end, kept some, large portion of it -.-''', at least it looks cleaner and 'kemas' now...

i had to bring a mattress over from philo (and good thing i did) because there is nothing there in the room! i think i need to take one fan there as well (after i fixed them in philo)... at first i wanted to bring the clothed rack too from my philo room but since i found there are 2 left by the people there, i guess i'll use one of them instead.

surprisingly, there are alot of shoes, sandals and slippars left! mungkin mau jual saja la...

one tv, out of order already...

one monitor, don't know still can be used or not...

one table fan, also cannot be used...

(but, after some fixes, it finally moves... but can't really feel the wind! crappy...)

not to mention the one big concern... the toilet! it's partially clogged! the drainage is bad, wondering how am i going to wash my clothes with water flowing back from the 'lubang' (not the mangkuk tandas)

speaking of the mangkuk tandas, salur dari mangkuk tandas itu kebocoran juga... masa 'flush' itu kan, air 'leaking' dari paip itu! yiii.....

still, i like the wide space in the living room (no furnitures around) and in my current room (with my boxes and luggage, and raymond - my roommate-to-be's), and not to forget the 'greens' where the apartment is facing to, one thing which the furniture complex has blocked Philo from...

yet, i'm going to miss the sideway in front of Philo where i can spend my personal time alone with the Creator of my surrounding and everything!

hmm... wanted to name the apartment so that it can be referred to easily, any suggestion?

- Ahava/Ahawa

- Agape

- Calvary

- ... ???

heheheh...

moving out from Philo soon...

most probably by next week, i'm going to move into a new place in Hentian Kajang!

going to bid good-bye to Philo...

haih, but i'm kinda lazy to pack my stuffs right now! boxes and bags everywhere...
and i need to work soon... oh my...

some pictures...

annual dinner perkeb 2009,

Broga Hill, 8 may 2009...

Camp Cameron 11-30 may 2009...

the first camp special... the malay house

the second camp special... pirates

the last night...

sampat picture...

and i got my chance to do inai! muahahaha, i hav a lot of 'lab rats' for my henna (thanks for buying the henna, adelyin!)