i like this video...

Selepas Tsunami (After the Tsunami) from Pusat KOMAS on Vimeo.

somehow, i feel like it's a season of awakening through the explosion of information & communication technology, an element which was promoted by the government since 90s perhaps??

this kind of information, videos, reports, commentaries, investigations were not made known those days, but now emerging through world wide web and many social networking applications, reaching to more and more people...

yes, somehow i find it hard to straight buy into all stuffs channeled because it came out of nowhere, well at least to me, and it's about politics, the game of orang-orang besar here... yet, there is no smoke without fire right? and i do think that it is sooner or later that the "turning point" of Malaysia is about to happen...

i have been disconnected from my nation all this while, it's no more room for self but to care more about others... it's time to think and act on the course of owning this nation...

let myself to be educated and share what i've received to others

now... a song recommended by me :)

We'll walk the land (streets) with hearts of fire
And every step will be a prayer
Hope is rising, new day dawning
The sound of singing fills the air

Two thousand years and still the flame
Is burning bright across the land
Hearts are waiting, longing, aching
For awakening once again

Let the flame burn brighter in the heart of the darkness
Turning night to glorious day
Let the song grow louder as our love grows stronger
Let it shine
Let it shine

We'll walk the truth, speak out the love
In Jesus' name we shall be strong
To lift the fallen, to save the children
To flood the nation with Your song

Let the flame burn brighter in the heart of the darkness
Turning night to glorious day
Let the song grow louder as our love grows stronger
Let it shine
Let it shine
(repeats)


it was sung at the closing of National Conference 2010 "Risk It U Turn" on Saturday... very semangat, like a soldier...

the worst national song ever! (sorry to say but it's true)

everyone! have you ever heard the song about Malaysia's Bunga Raya this year???
it was made for Tahun Jubilee Bunga Kebangsaan Malaysia (something like that)... guess what it is being played in rapidKL buses!!! over and over and over till it stuck in your head!

ARRGHHH~~~!

it is ANNOYING... to the max! the whole song is not patriotic and it is like composed by a non musician, simply throw in the musical notes, just to give a tune to the lyrics... sorry to say, but it's 'yucksss' for me to listen to it...

tune is out, lyric is 'blah', the video is 'so so, typical RTM videos'... guess they run out of ideas???

unlike 'Sejahtera Malaysia' and 'KeranaMu Malaysia' etc...

Risk It... U-Turn...

National Conference 2010, organized by Fellowship of Evangelical Students (FES) at Bayu Resort Port Dickson, from 29nov till 4dec was a blast! BOOOMMM!


why??

AMAZING PEOPLE...

WONDERFUL STORIES...

YOU'LL-NEVER-GO-HUNGRY MEALS...

ELECTRIFYING SPEECHES...

AWESOME GOD!!!

i guess i will need a day or two to write for my journal!!! from the first day till the last moment there!

God of second chances...
God who revives...
God who look pass handicaps and lead the person to eternal destiny...

God of silence yet full of energy and strong presence...
God who is faithful even though we failed many times!!!

God... the BIGGEST RISK TAKER!

this generation of young people, called to be the voice of the LORD in this nation, against the current world full of racism, injustice, compromise, degraded morale...
becoming the prophets, to profess God's standards to restore and reconcile relationships, between men and between men to God...

the Benjamin Generation...

we went through the second letter of Apostle Paul to Timothy... we looked at the prophet Ezekiel... the prophet Jeremiah... we look at GOD'S HEART for this nation, this generation...

i sense the time is soon... the one which i dreamed of 2 or 3 years ago...
though it might not be drastic and dramatic... hmm... perhaps it might be...!

ok... SELAH, a moment of pause...

fuuh~~~ too many things to write that it's all over the place... i do need a day to write them!



Tega tawai, TUHAN...

setelah sekian lama...

after a looooooonng time... my gosh! it's like i've abandon my writings, both blog (though initially, i meant it for fun and small sharings only) and MY JOURNAL!!!

oh my... too much... too many things happened since my last post in my journal...
this year's journal notes started with a few sentences, recording some experiences... and that's all, not even truly write down what i wanted to write, you know, what's in my mind, what's in store...

ok... i need a mountain to climb for solitary time...

reflection...

recalling...

remembering...

reassurance...

searching...

and falling in love again... and again... and again...

kenangan...

today... looking at the kindergarten picture on FB, suddenly i thought of my cousin when he was still alive...

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perhaps i miss him... even though we didnt really spend much time together, especially after he moved out from our house during secondary school, i remember the times when we were still young, and such a kiddo...

there was a time when we competed with each other to be the first to wake up and made ready for school, primary school... finished writing vocabulary even before teacher asked us to...

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it has been two years since the last time i saw him, before he was gone...

i still cannot make up my mind that he is actually gone! as if he was still somewhere outside...

the biggest shock is, he passed away before his brother did (who was in the hospital due to suspected drug overdose in KL) ! when he went back Sarawak that time, he was just fine! we thought his brother would go first, never expect he died in Sibu Hospital...

DOUBLE shock for us!

even though we are not so so close...

BUT i miss them, especially the younger one of them, same age with me and grew up together...

untitled...

today is 30th of August 2010...
it's Monday...

tomorrow is holiday, Hari Merdeka...
but not all will be on holiday, still need to work...

hmm... September... October... November... December...
and we will have Year 2011...

time flies?

WAO~~~!

mata pun membesar... telinga lagi berjaga-jaga...

WALAO!!!

something happened while i was in the rapidKL u40 to KL this morning! and it happened next to my seat!

there the bus was getting filled up along the journey, and there was a man with a bag sitting next to me, seemed like it was the last empty seat available...

orite, now, the bus reached batu 9 (if not mistaken, too many batu(s) around, dunno where and when i'm at which batu... hmm... so whatever, batu 9 la). there was an old man (around 45-55 years old, gendut, perut buncit, rambut pendek seperti botak, and the baju macam ada sejenis bau) squeezing from front to the back and sat on the platform in between the back seats.

and i am sure that the guy and the old man didn't know each other.

just, out of nowhere, i sensed something was going on besides me! the old man's hand was on the guy's lap! he was talking once a while to him, while patting and rubbing that guy's lap!

"what is that??!' i was thinking, continue to observe...

then, his hand was like moving closer and closer to that part, and he touched it! yet, that guy macam tak kisah saja!!!

i heard the old man said, '... besar oh... sangat besar...'
GOSH!!! WHAT THE HECK is he doing there??!

once a while that guy lean forward and the old man whispered things to him.

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hmm... itu la ceritanya... i guess sama-sama mau kot... kalau tidak, pasti that guy menolak la, rather than biar saja dia meraba sana sini, menepuk dan akhirnya sentuh 'duud'...

i remember one night, not long before that happening, he was in the same bus with me! and i was sitting next to him! GOSH... good thing he didnt meraba-raba me!

but...

he did asked me, 'adik, pi mane?... kajang ke?'

WAH~~~!!!

mengeracau...

is it just me or suddenly a lot of people are against Israel?

it's like people going crazy... cut here and there, march here and there, shout here and there, benci here and there, kawad kiri kanan kiri...

oh, Israel... a small nation... and it's like the whole world is going to swallow you up...


but the amazing and wonderful thing is... Israel is not going to vanish... some mysteries people just couldn't understand...