Selamat kembali!

it's been a long time since the christmas post last year!

just came back here in Kajang 4 days ago, from nearly 4 weeks holiday in Sarawak. it was a good time, yet it was quite disappointing (for me personally) also. just because i couldn't give much more to others than what i have done. And of course, some plans or thoughts for that holiday which 'tak jadi'!

hmm, guess, tak cukup PASSION in bringing the difference...

anyway, what i gained is a few inches of my 'perut buncit' until seluar pun tak leh muat dah! macam sesak nafas saja...

and things i observed from my friends (ex-schoolmates): they really sampat about boy-girl relationship! which i find so 'muak' that i wanted to run from them. not because that i'm still single but, don't you all have anything else you wanted to know about your friends other than this matter??

THE HIGHEST GOAL IN A HUMAN LIFE IS NOT GETTING MARRIED AND HAVE A FAMILY, OR RATHER HAVING A BUAYA FRIEND / GORILLA FRIEND!

It's a relationship with God!

..."Relationship is what Life is all about"... and the ultimate one is a close relationship with God, with Jesus Christ!

i felt like something being drained away by being in that situation. one of my purposes to go back Sibu is to meet my friends and get in touch with some of them who i wanted to hear more from them, about their life spiritually and physically...

these recent years, i heard some of my friends took up the challenge and accepted Christ Jesus, and my heart 'jumped' in gladness that i wanted to cry already.

Praise God, i managed to know a little bit of some of them, and there are a lot actually i wanted to follow-up with. i got to get some insights from what one of my friends spoke of, insights about her life and herself...

then, i got to know about my cousin's problem in her marriage. yes, things like this are quite common nowadays, still these are what we are suppose to concern about rather than being self-centred all thae way till the very last breath on earth!

a lot more actually happened within my family, and i honestly don't like it because i don't know how to 'fix' it, what to do with them... but, yeah, BUT thanks to Him, the faithful and genius God He is, i have the chance to see and experience bits of what the whole world, everyone and every family is experiencing now, and more to come.

oh, there are so so much! take joy in learning from all these in Him!

God Father, thank You for Your mercy and grace, that we are where we are right now! help us to always remember Your sovereignty over every pieces of our life, and to surrender this life You have given us, to be our responsibility to give the best and be the blessing for many. In Jesus' name, amen!