a lot of 'kerenah' and 'gelagat'... the facial expressions, the talks, the body languages etc...
and, yea it takes averagely 3 hours for me to travel back and forth Kajang-KL every weekday.
many of the times, i sleep... if im awake, woohoo... interesting things can be observed!
i ah, actually have some of the things i wanted to post up here a few months ago, but tak jadi, malas la, like too many things... like usual, don't know where to start... hmm...
orite, i met 'orang gila' in the bus before, 'orang mabuk', 'couple tak senang hati', 'couple jiwang', 'orang muntah', 'orang tidur' ... eheheh... many kinds... FUN! i'm 'orang tidur', until the bus stopped at the terminal and the driver called me, i was like 'gosh! sleep like bab1, dah sampai pun tak sedar!...'
there was one time, i got on the bus, then a guy sat a row in front of me. after that, came a man sitting across that guy's seat. that man took out his phone, called "hallo... hallo... bla bla bla", hung up. he then talking to himself, with his hand gestures...
the earlier guy looked at him with 'what is dat man doing??!~~~ orang gila ka nih?' face... and i was looking at them too. that guy then turned to me with his face and i smiled back at him, amused with them.
next, came a big guy sitting besides me, took out his gadgets, busy playing games, tilting his phone side to side, up and down... not long after that the bus was nearly filled.
during stops, more people coming in, until one lady (quite short, quite gempal) squeezed in from front to the back, just to sit in between the back seats which is 'seatless', knowing that nobody would sacrifice his/her precious butts to sit on the 'dirty' platform. so she comfortably sit there, "ah, good seat... no need to stand... yesh~~~"
the bus was crowded... oh yea, i remembered, that night was a special night for Indians, because i saw those Indians wearing their best around KL area as well as those in the bus, but i don't know what was it...
and... there was a 'girl', i say a 'girl' la, can't really judge her age from her look, but from the way she dresses, 20-30 years old punya la... magically, she sat next to the 'presumably gila' man. wow~~~
as the bus moved along, not long after that, that girl searched something in her bag. TADAA~~~ a NAIL CLIPPER!... so she clipped and clipped and clipped her finger nails while the bus swaying side to side... 'click.... click... fuuuh~~~' there she goes...
the big guy sitting next to me (also next to that 'seatless' lady), suddenly 'hmmpphhh~~~' (breathing out throught his nostril like melepaskan angin ribut taufan, well at least to that lady...) and the lady quickly 'terase' angin ribut taufan hit her left shoulder and face, i suppose, that she turned her head to 'jeling' her 'WOI! your nafas don't blow here ah! i'm clean ok, fatty' eyes... then she 'swept' her shoulder and made the 'displeasing' sound, 'TSSSK!', sengaja for him to notice
but, too bad, he was too into the game, he didn't notice. he was wearing earphones too! ahahah...
then, for the second time, the lady, same reaction but this time, her composure changed, really like tak puas hati, sit also like tauke or gangster 'u... wanna fight ah? huh! i'm the big boss here, know!' style... taking out a 'minyak angin' from her bag, vigorously and 'kejam'ly sapu the 'minyak cap kapak' onto her 'lobang hidung' and 'kawasan-kawasan yang sewaktu dengannya'...
the big guy still on his game... quietly tilting the phone...
another scene, one Indian man standing next to his friend's seat. it was very crowded. but there was another man/lady (forgot already) squeezed in between that Indian man and the other unknown human being. so rase tak senang, the Indian man showed his 'i tak senang ur body sapu'ing my body like dat, u know...' look, and he kinda like complained to his friend in Tamil, i think it's Tamil la...
ok, that's about all in one trip!
humans... ahhh~~~ very interesting creatures! they are very amusing! it's true many who we don't feel like 'loving' them, thinking 'how to love that fella??! ... not worth my love...', 'hey, i don't like you, look at your face also i tak suke...'
haih... SIGH~~~... thinking so superior than other people... oh my, corrupted relationships! many are looking for relationships which are genuine, comfortable, reliable, trustworthy, with LOVE, some wants 'i feel good', 'what can i gain from this?' kind of relationships...
LOVE in Hebrew, 'ahava', consists of two words, 'I' and 'give'. Love means 'I give...', not 'you give me, so i feel better, i feel loved, i feel important, i feel worthy, and i deserve it bla bla bla - it's all about ME'!
God is LOVE... that's what the Scriptures tell us, that's what the people say, that's what we hear... 'we ought to love... not hate...', 'we have to love... even our enemies', talking about love this and love that, showing love to him, her, to the world, yada yada yada... but how far do we understand the LOVE?
how deep?
how high?
how long?
how wide?
the most precious of God, He gave to us, to redeem the relationships, God to the people, people to people... the Gift He gave, Jesus Christ, 'dabao' with forgiveness, healing, freedom, wealth, deliverance, joy, health, peace, mercy, salvation, life... it's a gift... G.. I.. F.. T.. no string attached..
that is how God loves, He gives... like a father gives the best to his children, what more to God!
unlike humans, God doesn't measure or judge first our deeds, our thoughts, our words, our self before He wants to accept and love us??! NO...
Thank God! Praise God, oh my soul for you have found such a Person, rather, you have been found by that Wonderful Person... He isn't far high above the sky in the universe, He is close to you heart, waiting to have fellowship with you in your private room, no matter how messy your room is! ... Thank You... Jesus... the promised Saviour of God...
I will run to the hiding place
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I will run to the hiding place
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Draw me ever closer to look upon Your face
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I will run to the hiding place
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You are my hiding place
my comfort, my refuge, my rest, my shield, my joy, my strength
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I will run to the hiding place
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Draw me ever closer to look upon Your face
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I will run to the hiding place
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You are my hiding place
my comfort, my refuge, my rest, my shield, my joy, my strength
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