Blessed??! It sure did!

yesterday morning... an unexpected thing happened!

the auntie, our chinese neighbour (right side, and left side is an indian family!, what a cun-cun house Philo is...) suddenly waving her hand over the wall, next to the door...

i didn't notice her calling because i was wearing earphones that moment, but LUCKILY, i was sitting facing the door!

so i stood up and walked towards her, and saw her handing over 2 small plastic bags...

they were ingredients for chrysanthemum tea and 'iced sugar cubes' (dunno wat to call in english, perhaps its rock sugar, wateva) ...

she said, 'you're coughing rite? dry cough? ... here is the tea, for you...' then we talked for a little while...

oh, making me feel 'pai seh', wondering 'crap, my cough so loud till she cannot tahan, n give this teh bunga to shut me up... hehe...' oh, well, i know, really kacau la this batuk...! i hate it!

BUT... thanks God for this little gesture of hers!

make me remember that He is still care for me!

i don want to always say that 'i know... i know... this and that...', but, this, i know, He is... alive... always love me!

thank you... ... ...

...Jesus...

I got tagged??!

sorry ah... seen this 'tag' before but never go and find the meaning of it so... very dungu... having this question bugging me in my head... "What is this 'tag, tag' thing???!!!" ... aileen punya pasal la...

anyway, i just follow the way others did... so here is the 'tag, tag' thing with questions... weird~~~(-.-)'''

1. What’s your ambition?

erm... ambition... i wan God to be my ambition... it's all about Him, Jesus... semuanya berkisar tentang Dia, berpusing sekeliling Dia, sebab tanpa Dia, saya tidak bererti! ... ujian-t atau ANOVA atau apa-apa jua formula tidak akan dapat menjawab kesignifikan hidup saya, jikalau tiada Yesus dalam hati saya, hidup saya!

I know, I know... this sounds so 'religious'... so 'pious' or so stereotype or whateva! ... but ...

... He is the source of everything; He is the One and Only; Prince of Peace; my Saviour, Redeemer, Healer, Restorer; my righteousness and ... all that i'm not, He is ... and He is, for me!

2. Who is more important to you, Gorilla-friends/Buaya-friends or friends?

friends la...

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

hmm... to be honest, a couple of times already! that is cerita dulu-dulu... masih mentah dan 'matak', belum masak dan 'billabongok'... sikalang ah, Yesus ah, itu manyak bagut oh, Dia la hidup wa, dan wa picaya sama Dia oh, lu cuba-cuba la, Dia olang manyak sui oh, bukan 'sway'...

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

confidence... in things i see myself good at, have a certain knowledge about that thing...

5. How many babies you want?

dunno... i don't think i can manage to take of A LOT of kids... cukup-cukup la... Tuhan yang tahu...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

of course! that is one of His promises!

7. What is your goal for this year?

a change in my life??! firmer foundation in the knowledge of the person of God, Jesus...

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

YES! God is eternal, so is His love is eternal...

9. What’s a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)

Christ-centered, sama 'ngam', understanding, inner beauty, honest, bla... bla... bla... no need 10 la... all these not necessary, because God knows... my thoughts can't compare with His... still, i'll talk with Him about it... bincang sama Dia but not as THE priority...

10. What are you really afraid of?

not being in His Big Plan... the plan He laid out in front... being rejected by Him (ministries He intended for me)... make Him angry, sad...

11.What are your bad habits?

a lot man! but still, don't really remember all or even realise them being manifested until a voice convicted me about them...

tend to WASTE a lot of time, that is what i can conclude most of them... slacking off, too! then, i tend to lie whenever the situation getting worse or just want to make myself look 'good' in front of others... take things for granted, many things, even God' grace perhaps...

no need to remind me of these bad side of me... i know i'm not a good person... but i praise God for being all that i need, i'm not... for making me complete in His presence!

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hates you?

yeah, you r wasting your time... i know it's hard to love those unlovables... i know...

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

hmm... i miss those far in the distant... 'jauh di sinun'

14. What does flying means to you?

freedom?? feel the wind?? without any limitation?? wah!

15. What do you crave for the most currently?

a passion in something...

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?

eerrr.... people around me, my mother, my kakak n adik-adik, my father n family... n... Jesus... i hav nothing more to ask for... You r incomparable...

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words:

APUUU!!!!! ... that's enough being said...

18. What have you done to yourself that made you happy?

happy?? hmm... take myself into solitude, with Jesus being there waiting for me, always, always...

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?

a man closer to God, serving others??? definitely to be a man stronger, firmer, wiser... in God, of cos!

20. A song that meant a lot to you?

... ... ... ... ... it got to be 'the song' in my heart, 'the music' in me... ... ... ... ...

Instructions: Remove 1 question form above and add in your personal question.

Tag 8 other people.

1. Alex Lea S.L.

2. Flora Chong S.M.

3. C. Hoc Mun

4. Au Yong T.S.

5. Yohan C.

6. Julian N.

7. Rachel Ng S.A.

8. Jeremy Leow W.H.

(aiya... wanna tag ppl also susah-susah... tag bloggers ka or just anybody?? haih... wat is this 'tag..tag' thingy?? so sebarang simpan nama saja la)

dunno which question to remove n not sure wat to ask... so... that's it...

saja-saja...

Seven Places - Awakening

Jesus Christ, our Savior, who is the propitiation, the satisfaction if you would, for our sins, and not just for our sins, but for the sins of the whole world. The blood of Jesus Christ flowed from seven places.

The first place He bled from - the blood that poured from His head that day. The blood from the thorns in His skull cleanse you from thoughts, the blood that was on His face - hey, He has covered the things that you may not want to face up to because of what you've seen or heard. Know this, the blood flowed for you.

"Yeah, but Jon, you just don't know I've backed away from the Lord, I've turned my back on him."

Well they took a flagellum and they beat His back and blood flowed from His back. It reduced to hamburger meat that day, His back was beaten so brutally. And if you've turned your back on Him and walked away from Him, know this, the blood, the blood that poured from His back, cleanses you; sprinkles you.

"Yeah but Jon, you just don't know what I've done with these hands."

Those hands were pierced, those hands were pinned to the tree, spikes driven through those hands where He bled to cleanse you and cleanse me from the stuff that we've handled that we ought not to have handled, the stuff that we've done that we ought not to have done. Hey, understand. The blood flowed from His hand.

"Yeah but it's stuff that's inside of me Jon, It's just things that I feel in my gut. I have bitterness towards them, and I'm angry with her."

Jesus wants you to know that blood flowed from His side when they thrust that spear into Him when He hung on the cross.

"Feet...I've walked where I ought not to have walked."

Blood flowed from His feet too, when the spike pinned Him through the feet, to the cross of calvary. And now I realize things that I can't face up to, thoughts that I've had that are not right, not good, not true, bitterness inside of me, stuff I've touched that I ought not to touch, places I've gone where I ought not to have walked.

... And I look and I realize the seven-fold flowing of the blood of Christ cleanses me in every area from all sin and I'm free, and I'm forgiven, by the blood.

What can wash away my sin, nothing but the blood of Jesus.

Seven times perfection...seven places...that's what He went through, for me and for you.

Run!!! in freedom... of God!

Hillsong - Run (from "This Is Our God" album)

You were God from the outset
Powerful and creative
You who saw us here before you called
All the stars and the earth to existence

You are God you are Holy
History is you story
You, who was and is
And who forever will be
God we live for your Glory

So we will run
All together our hearts aflame
With a fire that can't be tamed
Our God all Glory to your name
Jesus

You are God you are freedom
You're alive now within us
You who saw us here before
You conquered the grave
And delivered on the promise

We will run
Our surrender to bring you fame
Our desire that you be praised
Our God all Glory to your name
Jesus

Imbas kembali...

in previous posts... i wrote about...

1. Faith
2. Name, our being
3. Purpose, in life

and i touched about...

- it is Him, that we have all we have now, today, not by our works ONLY

and i am going to write more about these topics, yea... what i've learned and understood, just wanna share with you.

if you have any thought about these and about what i've put up here, just drop your comments.

God bless and God LOVE you!

The Essence of Life

I personally like this one, very much! I put it up here, just to share it with you.

Can't believe it turned out to be such 'wonderfully tribal unique??'...

well, I would say, 'this is what I would call a piece of real art..' hehe...

I call it 'The essence of Life'... because it symbolizes the 'life', somehow...

the bottom layer=ground, earth

the upper layer=the water

then only the sprout of 'life' coming forth...

Proverbs 4:23 "Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it spring the issues of life" (Gideon Bible)

Proverbs 4:23 "Watch over your heart with all diligence, for out of it are the sources of life" (The Scriptures)

Proverbs 4:23 "Guard your heart above all else, for it determines the course of your life" (New Living Translation)

Amsal 4:23 "Jagalah hatimu dengan segala kewaspadaan, karena dari situlah terpancar kehidupan" (Indonesian bible)

now, where does our heart lie on? is it on the things we see with our physical eyes? or on the one that is invisible to our physical eyes, yet is very real, the only source of life itself, Jesus?

ok, many will say, here comes the 'christian' and 'Jesus' and 'God' thingy again... bla.. bla.. bla..

one said this, 'But I admit that I follow the Way, which they call a cult. I worship the God of our ancestors, and I firmly believe the Jewish law and everything written in the prophets. Because of this, I always try to maintain a clear conscience before God and all people."

in another version, he said, 'And this I confess to you, that according to the Way which they call a sect, so I worship the Elohim of my fathers, believing all that has been written in the Torah and in the Prophets, having an expectation in Elohim, which they themselves also wait for, that there is to be a resurrection of the dead, both of the righteous and the unrighteous. And in this I exercise myself to have a clear conscience toward Elohim and men always.'

*Elohim means God in hebrew

he didn't say, 'I follow this religion' or 'I follow the christianity or christian' (or any other known religions)... but he simply said 'the Way', which many called 'a cult' or 'a sect'...

then, what is 'the Way' he was talking about?

we found someone said this, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one can come to the Father except through me.'...!!!

well, that 'someone' is Jesus!

and the person who mentioned 'the Way' met Jesus, and that encounter had totally transformed the rest of his life... 180 degree change!

--right believing produces right living--

"On which ground do we sow life?"

"What is our 'earth' and 'water' to produce the tree of life which produces 'delicious everlasting fruits'?"

Fazril...

This is one of my 'creations'... hehe... his name is 'Fazril', well tentatively ;p

Haven't really 'polish' him yet, so that's all he has now...

macam mana?

Di Setiap Nafasku... by True Worshippers

Aku milikMu
Ku berserah kepadaMu
Seluruh hidupku
Kau genggam dalam tanganMu

Ini hatiku hanya untukMu
Ini jiwaku hanya bagiMu

Tuhan Kau Allahku, Bapa dan Rajaku
Tak henti di setiap nafasku
Ku kan menyembahMu s'lalu

Ku bawa hidupku ke atas mezbahMu
Tak henti di setiap langkahku
Ku kan mengikutiMu selamanya

Mating season!! Musim mengawan!! WooHoo! ;p

yes! Now is the time! The time has finally come!!!

Time to mate!... waarggh!!!

Only a moment ago i decided to call this time as a mating season!

I came to realization the moment I saw those cockroaches in the toilet! And I just wonderred, how many times already i saw the cockroaches in Philo??!!! Just in this few days, perhaps since last week!

Creepy! Especially those with well developed wings, capable of flying here and there... and who knows, there might be a chance when one flying right into your mouth... while you YAWNNNNN....

eewwww... feeling uneasy in my mouth already!... really 'phobia' to FLYING cockroach!

Just now, wanted to go to take bath. FORTUNATELY i noticed a cockroach on the wall (in the toilet). So, with my towel on, i quickly transformed into the Roach-Buster! with Baygon CC Cockroach Control in my hand!

YES, it FLEW!

out from the toilet, and after the 2nd spray, flew straight to my room! c**p!

Oh well, of course, er hem... I lost my composure during the task! -.-'''

After a while, i went to the toilet again. Guess what? a surprise!

'Romeo' and 'Juliet' having *** next to the toilet bowl!

To my surprise, 'this is a rare scene!', so I told Hoc Mun and he quickly grabbed his Sony Alpha, wanting to SHOOT them till death!... no, it's his camera!

with the flashes going on in the toilet, the 'couple' didn't seem to be bothered by Hoc Mun! while I was waiting for the photo session to end... thinking 'you won't be able to run from me with your butts sticked together! HAHAHA'

by the way, if you want the HOT pictures of 'Romeo' and 'Juliet', caught in real time... they are with Hoc Mun, feel free to check his blog, I bet he will sure to post those pictures on his blog!

After that, i changed my profession, and became the Ultimate Crime Scene Investigator (UCSI) and took a few pictures of the crime scenes...

presenting...

'Romeo' and 'Juliet'...

in close-up...

the crime scene...

and that's the story bout the legend of 'Romeo and Juliet' in the cockroaches' world... with a tragedy!

with one still on the loose, not knowing its' whereabout...

I decided to sleep in the living room, for tonight...

HAHAHA!!!

Whatever!!!