a hair cut in Christmas...

first and foremost... Merry Christmas!

ok... to the story...

initially, i wanted to wait till i return to Sibu only i go get the hair cut, but... tetiba, cannot tahan dah, so after the Christmas service, i went to the Indian barber in Hentian and had my hair done!

a few minutes after i went in the shop, the guy changed the channel, and ... 'wait, this is a Tamil story of Jesus on tv??!', i thought we never get the chance to watch it on Malaysian tv!

ok, to the main point... after the hair cut, like Hoc Mun said, the barber did a little massage on my head, and... 'kruup.. kruup' (the sound of my neck kena 'twist'!)... yeah!, pegang my kepala and pulas my leher!, 'KRUUP... KRUUP...', to the left, and to the right...

'WHAT!, so loud the bunyi [kruup, kruup]'... then, what else, i giggled, wanted to laugh over the [kruup, kruup]... after the [kruup, kruup], i just couldn't help myself but senyum s'orang s'orang and giggled... all the way till i reached Philo! crap, mesti ada orang nampak, 'apasal budak ni senyum senyum happy s'orang diri sambil berjalan??'... kekekkeke

still, the [kruup, kruup] is very nice to have! i must say this is the first time i had my hair cut with [kruup, kruup] and wangian lemon (i think) on my hair... now the kepala macam dah longgar, eh i mean the leher...

oh by the way, while walking pass by the Philo's grave, i took a picture of it, since it's day time now, so it's clearer than the one i posted before... with SE W300i...

and, that's all for now, God bless!

dear Philo... dalam kenangan...

ini adalah anak anjing yang dikutip oleh si Melvin dekat Sebastian dia (skuter merah) di Hentian. kisah dia bersama kami bermula dari situ...

Mel called me dat afternoon and asked me whether i wanted to keep this puppy, so i agreed. Shao Yi excorted that puppy to Philo and i bathed her... yeah, it's a 'her', a b***h! HAHAHAH...

then, i put her in the besen merah, left it behind the house...

this was the moment caught... well, using my SE W300i phone...

tak tau mau beri nama apa, jadi cuma panggil dia 'veew, veew... duook, duook...' (tak pandai macam mana mau tulis bunyi-bunyian yang dibuat dalam huruf -.-''')...

kemudian, saya sebarangan bagi saja dia 'Philo', memandangkan dia di Philo... so whateva!

Kin Onn asked bout its name before that and just 'hmm... tak tau, belum ada...', then one day, i heard him called the b***h 'buddy', if not mistaken la, that's the one i heard from him, so whateva...

ok, now i wanna talk about makan minum Philo... first 2 days, Philo makan resipi khas Adris! yumm yumm! then the 3rd day, didnt know what else i could give Philo, so another resipi Adris diberi! HAHAHHAHAH...

lepas makan, sure Philo akan berak! and i must say, this b***h really knew where to shit! jauh-jauh tempat sudut, senang untuk saya uruskan (well, except 2 kali)... then, sure dia sangat aktif, mau minta main la konon, jadi main kejar-kejar dan gigit-gigit sama Philo lo!

ini b***h ah, manyak lawak! jalan tak tentu, mau skid tapi selalu jatuh, dengan muka dia yang selamba dan skema... kemudian bangun lagi, kejar kaki... peluk kaki, gigit kaki... besar betul perut dia tau! bulat man! well, itu pun selepas makan.

after i played with Philo, i quickly went inside Philo and left it outside. sien ah! then, the b***h tidur. kalau dia bangun, jerit... itu tanda mau main la tu... (most of the time i left it outside, kekekeke)

(muka selamba Philo... rasa mau cekik dia saja kan!... apuu, ding gii doong!...)

akhirnya, tak sampai seminggu di Philo, tragedi berlaku!

itu pun berlaku tanpa saya ketahui. after receiving Mel's sms only i went out and checked. Mel said Philo kena langgar... mau mati! kena langgar Kancil Jun...

ok, i went out, and saw Melvin and Shao Yi outside the Philo, looking at the b***h.

after a short discussion, Mel said kaki patah, tak leh jalan dah... kemudian, kena suspek 'tercekik'... then, discussed more in depth on how the Kancil hit Philo, and we came to another conclusion that the bitch might have been hit on the stomach... well, 2-3 shits on the floor as the evidence to back up the suspicion.

(the places pointed to are the shits... plus one more in between the hind legs of Philo)

afterwards, Philo rolled to the left and to the right, then to the left again and collapsed! the end!

oh not yet, Mel said it was the first time he saw a dog died in such way. so we laughed! and Philo sempat lagi keluarkan seutas taik kuning dekat burit dia! woaoo!

kemudian, Mel called Jun or Jun called Mel, im not sure, but they sounded like CSI interrogating a suspect on a murder... sampai Jun pun 'chuak'! because she gave Philo Tiger biscuits before Kin Onn and her leaving Philo. so we laughed, again... (o ya, we found the evidence from bakul motosikal Kin Onn: 2 paket kosong biskut Tiger)

so, Mel called his Ah Long E-Lyn to spread this wonderful experience of his, witnessing the bizarre sight before the bitch died... and E-Lyn bagi satu suspek lagi: kecederaan dalaman! and we all pun agreed, 'hmm.. hmm...'

Shao Yi pulak sibuk mau cari koroner, doktor vet dari UKM... only to realised that only UPM has vet... so tak jadi! we just looked at Philo and talked over it and somehow laughed again... we did try to perform CPR, checked her pulse but lawak saja akhirnya... Shao Yi took the pictures of the crime scene, well actually it was not really the crime scene la, crime scene sebenar di luar Philo...

at last, we decided to dispose... so wrapped Philo in newspapers... brought it to behind the Bangi One Stop Home Centre (the one that blocked the scene in front of Philo! mengganggu saja bangunan tu! issh!)...

(sedia mau panggang 'wuduk' dalam surat khabar...)

ok, now we were like a 3-man ninja team in the Naruto world, carrying a newspaper 'balutted' Philo, one 'gayung' and one 'penutup botol biskut berwarna merah', walking out from Philo to dispose the 'keguguran bayi of ... (you know who is the only girl in our team)'... darn, really fun man! suspek giler, sambil ketawa tak tentu pasal!

(this is the 'kubur' of Philo, R.I.P. @ 7.45pm on 15th of December, 2008)

Mel suggested to come back here after one year, and 'gali balik' Philo, take the bones and distribute them and make them into jewelry as a memorial to the b***h named Philo... COOL!

... ... ...

the moral of the story is: LIFE IS SHORT! so, what is the drive for your life to move on?

Comfort from God... for us...

it's been a month since my last post...

last week, we went for Misi Orang Asli (MOA), the second one for this year! and it was a great experience!

and we saw this smiley on 1st december, monday night, after we prayed and worshipped, till midnight. even though it was a global event, but for us, it was a comfort because of the struggle we were facing that day.

some of us felt the healing surge through their body, and one of them so semangat sampai mau bancuh Milo for all of us! haha...

brothers and sisters, it was a blessing for me to serve with you all! it was my pleasure to serve you too, even though not much. we shared a lot of laughters, good way to soothe the unsettling feelings too.

'lebih tinggi, lebih lebih tinggi...', 'mmek, mmek, mmek, pukul berapa sekarang?!', 'tarian poco-poco', 'peluru berpandu dari hidung!', 'ayam moden', 'sembelit!'... good la, no cirit this time...

Blessed??! It sure did!

yesterday morning... an unexpected thing happened!

the auntie, our chinese neighbour (right side, and left side is an indian family!, what a cun-cun house Philo is...) suddenly waving her hand over the wall, next to the door...

i didn't notice her calling because i was wearing earphones that moment, but LUCKILY, i was sitting facing the door!

so i stood up and walked towards her, and saw her handing over 2 small plastic bags...

they were ingredients for chrysanthemum tea and 'iced sugar cubes' (dunno wat to call in english, perhaps its rock sugar, wateva) ...

she said, 'you're coughing rite? dry cough? ... here is the tea, for you...' then we talked for a little while...

oh, making me feel 'pai seh', wondering 'crap, my cough so loud till she cannot tahan, n give this teh bunga to shut me up... hehe...' oh, well, i know, really kacau la this batuk...! i hate it!

BUT... thanks God for this little gesture of hers!

make me remember that He is still care for me!

i don want to always say that 'i know... i know... this and that...', but, this, i know, He is... alive... always love me!

thank you... ... ...

...Jesus...

I got tagged??!

sorry ah... seen this 'tag' before but never go and find the meaning of it so... very dungu... having this question bugging me in my head... "What is this 'tag, tag' thing???!!!" ... aileen punya pasal la...

anyway, i just follow the way others did... so here is the 'tag, tag' thing with questions... weird~~~(-.-)'''

1. What’s your ambition?

erm... ambition... i wan God to be my ambition... it's all about Him, Jesus... semuanya berkisar tentang Dia, berpusing sekeliling Dia, sebab tanpa Dia, saya tidak bererti! ... ujian-t atau ANOVA atau apa-apa jua formula tidak akan dapat menjawab kesignifikan hidup saya, jikalau tiada Yesus dalam hati saya, hidup saya!

I know, I know... this sounds so 'religious'... so 'pious' or so stereotype or whateva! ... but ...

... He is the source of everything; He is the One and Only; Prince of Peace; my Saviour, Redeemer, Healer, Restorer; my righteousness and ... all that i'm not, He is ... and He is, for me!

2. Who is more important to you, Gorilla-friends/Buaya-friends or friends?

friends la...

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

hmm... to be honest, a couple of times already! that is cerita dulu-dulu... masih mentah dan 'matak', belum masak dan 'billabongok'... sikalang ah, Yesus ah, itu manyak bagut oh, Dia la hidup wa, dan wa picaya sama Dia oh, lu cuba-cuba la, Dia olang manyak sui oh, bukan 'sway'...

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

confidence... in things i see myself good at, have a certain knowledge about that thing...

5. How many babies you want?

dunno... i don't think i can manage to take of A LOT of kids... cukup-cukup la... Tuhan yang tahu...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

of course! that is one of His promises!

7. What is your goal for this year?

a change in my life??! firmer foundation in the knowledge of the person of God, Jesus...

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

YES! God is eternal, so is His love is eternal...

9. What’s a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)

Christ-centered, sama 'ngam', understanding, inner beauty, honest, bla... bla... bla... no need 10 la... all these not necessary, because God knows... my thoughts can't compare with His... still, i'll talk with Him about it... bincang sama Dia but not as THE priority...

10. What are you really afraid of?

not being in His Big Plan... the plan He laid out in front... being rejected by Him (ministries He intended for me)... make Him angry, sad...

11.What are your bad habits?

a lot man! but still, don't really remember all or even realise them being manifested until a voice convicted me about them...

tend to WASTE a lot of time, that is what i can conclude most of them... slacking off, too! then, i tend to lie whenever the situation getting worse or just want to make myself look 'good' in front of others... take things for granted, many things, even God' grace perhaps...

no need to remind me of these bad side of me... i know i'm not a good person... but i praise God for being all that i need, i'm not... for making me complete in His presence!

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hates you?

yeah, you r wasting your time... i know it's hard to love those unlovables... i know...

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

hmm... i miss those far in the distant... 'jauh di sinun'

14. What does flying means to you?

freedom?? feel the wind?? without any limitation?? wah!

15. What do you crave for the most currently?

a passion in something...

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?

eerrr.... people around me, my mother, my kakak n adik-adik, my father n family... n... Jesus... i hav nothing more to ask for... You r incomparable...

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words:

APUUU!!!!! ... that's enough being said...

18. What have you done to yourself that made you happy?

happy?? hmm... take myself into solitude, with Jesus being there waiting for me, always, always...

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?

a man closer to God, serving others??? definitely to be a man stronger, firmer, wiser... in God, of cos!

20. A song that meant a lot to you?

... ... ... ... ... it got to be 'the song' in my heart, 'the music' in me... ... ... ... ...

Instructions: Remove 1 question form above and add in your personal question.

Tag 8 other people.

1. Alex Lea S.L.

2. Flora Chong S.M.

3. C. Hoc Mun

4. Au Yong T.S.

5. Yohan C.

6. Julian N.

7. Rachel Ng S.A.

8. Jeremy Leow W.H.

(aiya... wanna tag ppl also susah-susah... tag bloggers ka or just anybody?? haih... wat is this 'tag..tag' thingy?? so sebarang simpan nama saja la)

dunno which question to remove n not sure wat to ask... so... that's it...

saja-saja...

Seven Places - Awakening

Jesus Christ, our Savior, who is the propitiation, the satisfaction if you would, for our sins, and not just for our sins, but for the sins of the whole world. The blood of Jesus Christ flowed from seven places.

The first place He bled from - the blood that poured from His head that day. The blood from the thorns in His skull cleanse you from thoughts, the blood that was on His face - hey, He has covered the things that you may not want to face up to because of what you've seen or heard. Know this, the blood flowed for you.

"Yeah, but Jon, you just don't know I've backed away from the Lord, I've turned my back on him."

Well they took a flagellum and they beat His back and blood flowed from His back. It reduced to hamburger meat that day, His back was beaten so brutally. And if you've turned your back on Him and walked away from Him, know this, the blood, the blood that poured from His back, cleanses you; sprinkles you.

"Yeah but Jon, you just don't know what I've done with these hands."

Those hands were pierced, those hands were pinned to the tree, spikes driven through those hands where He bled to cleanse you and cleanse me from the stuff that we've handled that we ought not to have handled, the stuff that we've done that we ought not to have done. Hey, understand. The blood flowed from His hand.

"Yeah but it's stuff that's inside of me Jon, It's just things that I feel in my gut. I have bitterness towards them, and I'm angry with her."

Jesus wants you to know that blood flowed from His side when they thrust that spear into Him when He hung on the cross.

"Feet...I've walked where I ought not to have walked."

Blood flowed from His feet too, when the spike pinned Him through the feet, to the cross of calvary. And now I realize things that I can't face up to, thoughts that I've had that are not right, not good, not true, bitterness inside of me, stuff I've touched that I ought not to touch, places I've gone where I ought not to have walked.

... And I look and I realize the seven-fold flowing of the blood of Christ cleanses me in every area from all sin and I'm free, and I'm forgiven, by the blood.

What can wash away my sin, nothing but the blood of Jesus.

Seven times perfection...seven places...that's what He went through, for me and for you.

Run!!! in freedom... of God!

Hillsong - Run (from "This Is Our God" album)

You were God from the outset
Powerful and creative
You who saw us here before you called
All the stars and the earth to existence

You are God you are Holy
History is you story
You, who was and is
And who forever will be
God we live for your Glory

So we will run
All together our hearts aflame
With a fire that can't be tamed
Our God all Glory to your name
Jesus

You are God you are freedom
You're alive now within us
You who saw us here before
You conquered the grave
And delivered on the promise

We will run
Our surrender to bring you fame
Our desire that you be praised
Our God all Glory to your name
Jesus

Imbas kembali...

in previous posts... i wrote about...

1. Faith
2. Name, our being
3. Purpose, in life

and i touched about...

- it is Him, that we have all we have now, today, not by our works ONLY

and i am going to write more about these topics, yea... what i've learned and understood, just wanna share with you.

if you have any thought about these and about what i've put up here, just drop your comments.

God bless and God LOVE you!

The Essence of Life

I personally like this one, very much! I put it up here, just to share it with you.

Can't believe it turned out to be such 'wonderfully tribal unique??'...

well, I would say, 'this is what I would call a piece of real art..' hehe...

I call it 'The essence of Life'... because it symbolizes the 'life', somehow...

the bottom layer=ground, earth

the upper layer=the water

then only the sprout of 'life' coming forth...

Proverbs 4:23 "Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it spring the issues of life" (Gideon Bible)

Proverbs 4:23 "Watch over your heart with all diligence, for out of it are the sources of life" (The Scriptures)

Proverbs 4:23 "Guard your heart above all else, for it determines the course of your life" (New Living Translation)

Amsal 4:23 "Jagalah hatimu dengan segala kewaspadaan, karena dari situlah terpancar kehidupan" (Indonesian bible)

now, where does our heart lie on? is it on the things we see with our physical eyes? or on the one that is invisible to our physical eyes, yet is very real, the only source of life itself, Jesus?

ok, many will say, here comes the 'christian' and 'Jesus' and 'God' thingy again... bla.. bla.. bla..

one said this, 'But I admit that I follow the Way, which they call a cult. I worship the God of our ancestors, and I firmly believe the Jewish law and everything written in the prophets. Because of this, I always try to maintain a clear conscience before God and all people."

in another version, he said, 'And this I confess to you, that according to the Way which they call a sect, so I worship the Elohim of my fathers, believing all that has been written in the Torah and in the Prophets, having an expectation in Elohim, which they themselves also wait for, that there is to be a resurrection of the dead, both of the righteous and the unrighteous. And in this I exercise myself to have a clear conscience toward Elohim and men always.'

*Elohim means God in hebrew

he didn't say, 'I follow this religion' or 'I follow the christianity or christian' (or any other known religions)... but he simply said 'the Way', which many called 'a cult' or 'a sect'...

then, what is 'the Way' he was talking about?

we found someone said this, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one can come to the Father except through me.'...!!!

well, that 'someone' is Jesus!

and the person who mentioned 'the Way' met Jesus, and that encounter had totally transformed the rest of his life... 180 degree change!

--right believing produces right living--

"On which ground do we sow life?"

"What is our 'earth' and 'water' to produce the tree of life which produces 'delicious everlasting fruits'?"

Fazril...

This is one of my 'creations'... hehe... his name is 'Fazril', well tentatively ;p

Haven't really 'polish' him yet, so that's all he has now...

macam mana?

Di Setiap Nafasku... by True Worshippers

Aku milikMu
Ku berserah kepadaMu
Seluruh hidupku
Kau genggam dalam tanganMu

Ini hatiku hanya untukMu
Ini jiwaku hanya bagiMu

Tuhan Kau Allahku, Bapa dan Rajaku
Tak henti di setiap nafasku
Ku kan menyembahMu s'lalu

Ku bawa hidupku ke atas mezbahMu
Tak henti di setiap langkahku
Ku kan mengikutiMu selamanya

Mating season!! Musim mengawan!! WooHoo! ;p

yes! Now is the time! The time has finally come!!!

Time to mate!... waarggh!!!

Only a moment ago i decided to call this time as a mating season!

I came to realization the moment I saw those cockroaches in the toilet! And I just wonderred, how many times already i saw the cockroaches in Philo??!!! Just in this few days, perhaps since last week!

Creepy! Especially those with well developed wings, capable of flying here and there... and who knows, there might be a chance when one flying right into your mouth... while you YAWNNNNN....

eewwww... feeling uneasy in my mouth already!... really 'phobia' to FLYING cockroach!

Just now, wanted to go to take bath. FORTUNATELY i noticed a cockroach on the wall (in the toilet). So, with my towel on, i quickly transformed into the Roach-Buster! with Baygon CC Cockroach Control in my hand!

YES, it FLEW!

out from the toilet, and after the 2nd spray, flew straight to my room! c**p!

Oh well, of course, er hem... I lost my composure during the task! -.-'''

After a while, i went to the toilet again. Guess what? a surprise!

'Romeo' and 'Juliet' having *** next to the toilet bowl!

To my surprise, 'this is a rare scene!', so I told Hoc Mun and he quickly grabbed his Sony Alpha, wanting to SHOOT them till death!... no, it's his camera!

with the flashes going on in the toilet, the 'couple' didn't seem to be bothered by Hoc Mun! while I was waiting for the photo session to end... thinking 'you won't be able to run from me with your butts sticked together! HAHAHA'

by the way, if you want the HOT pictures of 'Romeo' and 'Juliet', caught in real time... they are with Hoc Mun, feel free to check his blog, I bet he will sure to post those pictures on his blog!

After that, i changed my profession, and became the Ultimate Crime Scene Investigator (UCSI) and took a few pictures of the crime scenes...

presenting...

'Romeo' and 'Juliet'...

in close-up...

the crime scene...

and that's the story bout the legend of 'Romeo and Juliet' in the cockroaches' world... with a tragedy!

with one still on the loose, not knowing its' whereabout...

I decided to sleep in the living room, for tonight...

HAHAHA!!!

Whatever!!!

open wound

kena bakar sampai kulit pun hampir cacat

lepas tu, kena lagi pisau, tak tahu siapa yang pegang sebarangan

tapi, rasa sakit itu hampir tidak dikesan, kerana luka terbakar yang teruk sampai saraf-saraf sakit pun rosak...

apa nak buat... terpaksa tahan kecacatan ini lo...

haih...

yo... what's up...

yo...

i am Tompok...

Food for thought...

Deuteronomy 8:17-18

... You may say to yourself, "My power and the strength of my hands have produced this wealth for me." But remember the LORD your God, for it is He who gives you the ability to produce wealth, and so confirms His covenant, which He swore to your forefathers, as it is today. ...

Hillsong - Stronger (This is Our God-2008)

VERSE 1:
There is Love
That came for us
Humbled to a sinner’s cross
You broke my shame and sinfulness
You rose again victorious

VERSE 2:
Faithfulness none can deny
Through the storm
And through the fire
There is truth that sets me free
Jesus Christ who lives in me

CHORUS:
You are stronger
You are stronger
Sin is broken
You have saved me
It is written
Christ is risen
Jesus You are Lord of all

VERSE 3:
No beginning and no end
You’re my hope and my defence
You came to seek and save the lost
You paid it all upon the cross

BRIDGE:
So let Your Name be lifted higher
Be lifted higher
Be lifted higher

Warrgh~~~!!!!!!...

shriekkk!!!!!!!!!!!!

what the heck!

Sadako's eye!

cheng cheng cheng... creepy!

She is looking at you, man!

Pengorbanan

Sebelas orang sedang bergantung pada tali yang tergantung pada helikopter, sepuluh lelaki dan satu wanita.

Tali itu tidak kuat menahan beban mereka semua, jadi mereka memutuskan perlu ada satu orang yang menjatuhkan diri. Jika tidak, mereka semua akan jatuh.

Mereka bingung siapa yang harus merelakan diri jatuh...

...kemudian si wanita mengatakan sesuatu yang menyentuhkan.

Dia berkata bahawa dia merelakan diri jatuh kerana sebagai wanita, dia terbiasa memberikan apa-apa pun untuk suami dan anak, dan untuk lelaki secara umumnya, tanpa mengharapkan balasan.

Setelah dia selesai mengucapkan kata-kata tersebut...

...

...

...

Semua lelaki itu bertepuk tangan...

"Name"... what is your name?

What is a 'name'?

What do you know about 'name'?

The sum total of a person's internal and external pattern of behaviour is gathered up into his name... Knowing the name of a person is equivalent to knowing his essence...

So, what is your name?
Do you live up your name?
Can others see your name in you?

Why? What is 'Faith'? Does it really matter?

Someone asked me before,

"How do you know that it is real? How do you know that it is the truth?"

(regarding to things told in the bible...)

Well, as usual, i said,

"By faith, i believe that it is true..."

then, he said,

"ok, faith... but still, how do you know? Don't we need to test it or at least do some research to prove that it is true?"

(his reply is something like that la)

FAITH... does it really matter?

For me, YES, IT DOES!

see, faith is something God gives us. It is not me to choose whether i wanted to become a christian or not, but God who put this little thing called 'faith' in my heart that i believe He is the one and only God for me, and everyone else!

If it wasn't Him who get to me in the first place, how am i going to know this God? How am i going to believe in what He said in the bible is all the truth?

And how am i going to know that He is always there for me? How am i going to know and recognize this Great Person, His love for me personally and for all the people around me universally? How then am i going to move on whenever i meet with any obstacle in my life?

IT WAS BECAUSE OF HIM, THAT I AM WHO I AM TODAY!

Now that i know His Greatness, Love and Wonders, everyday, i just wanted to know Him more and more, come to His presence and enjoy the relationship we have like no others!

Praises just keep flowing out from my inner being, because of Him! The one and only Jesus Christ, my saviour and my friend close to my heart...

Man plans, God laughs???

what do you think about that statement?

agree or disagree? why?

Who dare to say that they don't even wanted or imagined before, to do great things, travel to places far from homeland, succeed in career n stuffs like that?

For all the things that we imagined to have in our life, things which we're on our way to obtain, things that we struggle much to get, to stand out from all the other human, to get ahead of other people, to satisfy our needs, perhaps...

why do we do all these things we are doing now? For what purpose? For who? How long can it last?

Do all these things in our life really able to satisfy us? Do we sometimes feel 'wanting more and more' or 'still empty' or 'what for', even after we did all, obtain all, tasted all that we ever dreamed of in our life?

Ever wonder about the 'LIFE' we are living now... 'What does it mean?', 'Why this... and why that...'?

... ... ...

Proverbs 19:21 says

"Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails."

What is this 'purpose' mentioned here?

Double Triple or Nothing... laughed like mad!!!

well, just came back from the camp, Family Gathering Camp (FGC) by PERKEB yesterday...

so, obviously, i missed my episode that Sunday night, so last night, i watched it on 8tv website...

what the??! memang muka poyo la...! it's like the funniest 'Double Triple or Nothing' episode i ever watched.... so far...! unlike previous epsodes, this special episode like a lot of 'cartoonic element'... and it's like always kena me!

haiyo! ape nih!! but i guess, you all will enjoy it also la...

here are the highlights from the episode, taken from 8tv web...

Double Triple or Nothing

it's a game show on 8tv...

every Sunday, 8.30pm...

but this sunday, 31th august 2008...

it's a special episode, in conjunction with Malaysia's National Day!

and...

I'm in that particular episode! haha!

remember to watch it ya... see the clown enjoying himself in the show! ;P

Desert Song by Brooke Fraser (Hillsong - This is Our God)

VERSE 1
This is my prayer in the desert
When all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

VERSE 2
This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

CHORUS
I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

VERSE 3
This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I’ll stand

BRIDGE
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

VERSE 4
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favour and providence flow
I know I’m filled to be emptied again
The seed I’ve received I will sow.

ting katak!

same for this one, taken during lab!

'sui' le!

Arrghh !!! ... Minnie Mouse !!!

apa nih?

a picture taken during Developmental Biology lab!

cun kan?!

it's a 'Minnie Mouse', by the way...

testing...testing... 1.. 2.. 3..

ini baru mahu tukar nama blog... akhirnya... saya pilih ''sungguh-nyata'' juga... senang mahu ingat...

aduh sudah berapa bulan punya bulan, baru mahu check blog saya nih...
yang sebenarnya, ini hanya cubaan untuk 'main' blog saja... so the first two posts hanya untuk paparan sahaja...

bila agaknya mahu mula blog sebenarnya la...?

tunggu jak la...

'TUNGGU... ...'